May
8
2008

I’m Free To Do What I Want, or No, No I’m Not.

posted by Carl Newman at 4:02 pm.

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I started my summer yesterday, and by that I mean I went to two different jobs. Hurray for school being over.

This morning I accepted a second internship which means I’ll be staying here for my wild and crazy summer of working 45 hours a week.

Which means I have to buy a car.

I was in a strange mood last night, because I started reflecting on the last year of my life. and I realized that I was no closer to accomplishing anything in my life than I was a year ago. Sure I’d knocked off another year of college, but it was pretty easy, so it didn’t feel like I did much. It was a little sad.

And then we had a big damn party, which reminded me about the things I did do this year. Which was have a lot of fun. And that doesn’t feel like an accomplishment. Laughter and dancing doesn’t really add up easily. But that’s basically what I did all year, and it took a little “Wolf Like Me,” to remember that.

Especially today when I realized I was going to be working full time for the next three months, probably hanging onto one of the internships into/through next year, buying my first car, being an adult, etc.

So all I did all year was fuck around, to be blunt. But that’s what college is for, I guess. And I won’t be able to live like this much longer, if ever again.

You’re only young once, I guess.

Carl Newman: Apologizes for not being able to find appropriate pictures, or upload them correctly when he does find them.

Comments

Greg (Greg) says:
(Posted May 10th, 2008 at 10:19 pm)

you’ll have important-ass shit to do soon enough, my friend. don’t stop dancing.

Liam Reed (Liam Reed) says:
(Posted May 11th, 2008 at 6:36 pm)

yeah. and remember to eat a cheeseburger AT LEAST once a week. it’s important in terms of enjoying life. meat. lots of meat.

Steve (Steve) says:
(Posted May 12th, 2008 at 8:08 am)

keep howlin’ forever

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